All I want for Christmas is...

To be honest, I don't really know. Except that I would like to be able to have the time to sit down and blog. I want to write, I want to express myself. I feel the need to "let it flow". Recently, I have reignited a desire to "play". I want to find some time to go to the toy store. I need to look at some new toys. My toys are good, still in the shape of pleasure, but I want something new. The biggest offender of this is my blog and web surfing, after reading posts and learning new things. I want to explore. I want to play. I have gotten a few of my toys out and, yep, I can still do it. I even shaved my kitty, as my senses heighten and I get wet so much easier. And it feels fucking awesome!!!!! I have found one person who appreciates my kitty and appreciates my breasts. I even have showed him the nipple clamps I own. He told me they turn him on, now the first thing he looks at when I walk past is my breasts. This excites me, to think I can turn someone on. I guess I am not sure if everyone appreciates the toys and "jewelry" that are out there, but I want to know more. I love the feeling I get when I play. I love the feeling my body experiences when I look at photos and watch videos.

All I want for Christmas is time to play and feel good.

Thoughts of Porn

Porn seems like such a "naughty" word. This word, though, seems to get a bad rap. It's not a one of those though.

When I think of the word "porn", I think of videos and sex. Sex of all types: guys, girls, lesbians, sex toys, bondage, bdsm... you name it, I guess it all falls under the "porn" heading.  The catch is... PORN IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT TO BE.

Have you ever made a homevideo? Have you ever played with sex toys? Do you venture into the world of BDSM?

I would love to hear back and find out what makes you tick?

I like toys... I can make myself feel good and not have to share it with anyone but me...

I enjoy watching porn... guys and girls are fun, kinda normal for a girl like me, who has only been with men. I would rather watch lesbian, girl on girl, stuff. It turns me on and makes me sooooo horny. I'm not sure what it is, but it rocks me.  And then there is the bondage stuff. I guess being tied up turns me on.

I have struggled with my sexuality many times and I have found things I like, and found things that don't mean anything. I guess that is how life rolls.

How does yours roll?

Confessing

I am a mom who wants to feel sexy, who wants to be sexy, who wants to be thought of as sexy, although the word "sexy" can mean so many things. I want to get a glance when I wear my short skirts. I want to be noticed, when I am wearing my 4-inch heels. I want to feel eyes watching me when I walk through a room. I do shop at Fredricks and I do shop in adult stores. I love to buy high heel shoes. I enjoy toys. Being tied up turns me on. I love being a naughty girl and getting spanked. I scream in joy when I have to be punished. It's getting me hot just thinking about it.

Do you have chains and clamps?

I have a set of these and the ability to adjust the tension sends me through the roof!! My nipples are so sensitive and they love to be played with. Why not pinch them tight and then gie them a tug, leading me around behind you? You know you want to...
Visit Eden Fantasys

I can sit and look at sex toy sites all day long. I have so many of them... they turn me on... I want to share... I am so fucking hot and wet now, just cyber shopping... my body is throbbing... Oh god, this is driving me nuts!