Showing posts with label yearn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label yearn. Show all posts

Monday, January 16, 2012

I imagine us - part 3

Ally and I sit on the couch, in the dimly-lit room, working our way through the bottle of red wine on the table.

"music or movie?" she asks, placing her hand on my thigh.

"music is fine," I respond, lost in the depth of what is around me.

The room is lit with many candles and I can tell that she has spent much time furnishing her place with furniture and art. As she gets up to turn on the music, I excuse myself to the bathroom down the hall.

It isn't long and I return to the warm livingroom. Ally is already seated on the couch, she is sipping her wine and has brought over a second bottle. We are both starting to feel the effects of the wine on very little food. On the table, there is also some cheese and crackers. "I figured we could use some food," she says, as I sit down beside her and pick up my wine glass. As I take a sip, she reaches for a piece of cheese.

She brings it to my lips and feeds me the small square. I smile and take it from her fingers, in my teeth.

We are both getting giddy from the alcohol, but it all feels so right, so natural. Neither of us say much, we just let our feelings lead the way. Tonight is an adventure for me, something new.

This time I feed her a small piece of cheese, she guides my hand as she takes it from me, in her mouth, and then slowly slides her lips over my fingers, sucking on them. A rush fills me. I don't pull away, I just let her continue.

As we continue to drink our wine, opening the second bottle, and feeding each other bits of cheese, we are soon very relaxed and comfortable.

"Do you want to share some more?" Ally asks, her hand on my thigh, just at the bottom of my skirt. With all that has transpired tonight, she has been very polite and has not forced me to do anything I didn't want to. She also hasn't moved on me without asking.

"Yes," I tell her, with a smile. I can feel the alcohol inhibiting me, but I was excited to be there.

Ally takes my hand and helps me stand, so we are face to face. She takes me in her arms and begins to kiss me again, so tenderly and lovingly. I feel myself melt into her as we continue to kiss, in the candle-lit room.

She holds me close and I can feel her body pressing against my own. Her kisses make me melt. I let my hands slide down her back and stop to rest on her ass.

It was getting late, my car was safe in her driveway, we had pretty much finished two bottles of wine, and my head was fuzzy, yet very clear.

"If you would like to spend the night, that would be fine. I don't want you driving home like this," she says to me, only inches from my face, between kisses.

I smile and nod at her. "Yes, I would like to stay," I tell her.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Can't help but wonder


I can't help but wonder what it would be like...
Would you kiss me tenderly? Would you touch me gently, in places that excite your own being? Would you be passionate and loving? Would you be sassy and strong? If I let you kiss me, how would I feel? Have you done this before? I have not. It has crossed my mind. There is something about kissing a woman that excites me. I want to know if you are just as tender. Will you be rough and make me scream? Will we play with toys or will you just make the best of it? Will you dress me up or make me lay naked? Will you pin me down or tie me up? Can I touch you? Can I play with your breasts? Can I tug on your nipples? Can I feed on you, as you hold my head close? What will you do with me? I want to know.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

All I want for Christmas is...

To be honest, I don't really know. Except that I would like to be able to have the time to sit down and blog. I want to write, I want to express myself. I feel the need to "let it flow". Recently, I have reignited a desire to "play". I want to find some time to go to the toy store. I need to look at some new toys. My toys are good, still in the shape of pleasure, but I want something new. The biggest offender of this is my blog and web surfing, after reading posts and learning new things. I want to explore. I want to play. I have gotten a few of my toys out and, yep, I can still do it. I even shaved my kitty, as my senses heighten and I get wet so much easier. And it feels fucking awesome!!!!! I have found one person who appreciates my kitty and appreciates my breasts. I even have showed him the nipple clamps I own. He told me they turn him on, now the first thing he looks at when I walk past is my breasts. This excites me, to think I can turn someone on. I guess I am not sure if everyone appreciates the toys and "jewelry" that are out there, but I want to know more. I love the feeling I get when I play. I love the feeling my body experiences when I look at photos and watch videos.
All I want for Christmas is time to play and feel good.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

I feel so naughty

I am working on bringing forward my original blogs. I wonder if people understand. I know that how I feel when I read my words, my body yearns and screams.
Its this something ad, is it human nature, is it okay to enjoy it?