Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, January 26, 2012

You...

You are my friend, yet my enemy

You make me laugh, but you make me cry

You listen to be talk, but you hear me scream

You see me calm, but you make me pissed

You treat me sweet, but then you re an ass

You talk nice, but then you ignore me

I care about you, but I hate you so much

I want to stay, but I think I will have to leave

Sunday, January 15, 2012

I imagine us - Part 2

Work is over and we close everything down."Join me for a drink?" you ask, with a smile. I only nod, as you take my hand and lead me out the door.

We walk around the corner to the small bar next door. I have never been in here, so I follow you through the door. We walk in and you lead me back to a booth in the corner.The server walks up to us. "what can I get you gals tonight," she says, with a smile.

"two red wines," you tell her, smiling back.

"be right back," she says, turning and disappearing into the dim lights.

You look at me and smile. "Let's have a drink and then head out of here," you tell me. "I would like to get to know more about you. Besides, I have wine at home."

I am not sure what is going through me. The waitress brings back the two glasses and sets them in front of us. "thank you," I tell her, before she turns and walks away. I then turn back to Ally and quietly say, "I haven't done this before and I am unsure what I am feeling, This is so new to me."

Ally gives me a smile and, just as quietly, tells me, "I understand, I don't make it a routine habit either, but I have to say, you are sexy and I really want you." She takes a sip of her wine. "Don't be afraid, I will teach you, I want you to feel good about yourself and I want to make you feel incredible." She smiles at me. "By the way, you are an awesome kisser."

I look up at her and smile, I can feel my face blushing, as I take a drink of my wine. "thank you," I tell her, feeling more at ease.

"Let's drink our wine and head out," Ally says, pulling money from her wallet and handing it to the waitress, with the bill, "keep the change," she tells her, with a smile. Ally drinks the rest of her wine and waits for me to finish mine.

We slide out of the booth and walk to the door. "good night ladies," the bartender says. "good night" we both say, as we walk out the door.

"why don't you follow me, in your own car," Ally says. I nod, as we both get in our vehicles and head down the street.

We get to her house and I pull in the driveway beside her. I follow her up the walk as she opens the door. I follow her inside, where she turns on a small lamp and closes the door behind us. She locks the door and says, with a smile, "finally alone" as she takes my hand and leads me to the livingroom. "have a seat and I will grab us some wine," she says, as she turns and disappears into the kitchen.

I take a seat on the couch and look around, as she returns, carrying two glasses and a bottle of red wine. She sets them on the glass table and sits down next to me. She pours us each a glass and hands one to me. "To us, to tonight," she toasts, raising her glass.

"To us," I reply, touching her glass with mine. We both take a drink and set the glasses back on the table.

Ally slides close to me and take my hand in hers, as her free hand slides around the back of my neck, cradling my head as she leans in and starts to kiss me. I let my body relax and follow her lead. I give her hand a squeeze as I reach up to her face and return the kiss. The kiss is full of passion, yet gentle. I can't stop, the feelings are pulling me in.

We kiss for what seems like forever, as we swap tongues and devour each other.

She pulls back and gives me a smile. "I like..." she says, squeezing my hand. "Me too..." I reply, my body racing.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Can't help but wonder


I can't help but wonder what it would be like...
Would you kiss me tenderly? Would you touch me gently, in places that excite your own being? Would you be passionate and loving? Would you be sassy and strong? If I let you kiss me, how would I feel? Have you done this before? I have not. It has crossed my mind. There is something about kissing a woman that excites me. I want to know if you are just as tender. Will you be rough and make me scream? Will we play with toys or will you just make the best of it? Will you dress me up or make me lay naked? Will you pin me down or tie me up? Can I touch you? Can I play with your breasts? Can I tug on your nipples? Can I feed on you, as you hold my head close? What will you do with me? I want to know.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Sexy Jewelry


I think these are awesome. I have nipple clamps and clips, but nothing like this. I would like to try a pair of these or even nipple rings. Kind of excites me to think about wearing these.

Would it turn you on to see these poking through the material of my shirt or blouse?
Would you get excited if you opened my top and found these waiting?
Would you want to play with my nipples?

What other jewelry turns you on? I am learning, I am confessing, I am wondering.

All I want for Christmas is...

To be honest, I don't really know. Except that I would like to be able to have the time to sit down and blog. I want to write, I want to express myself. I feel the need to "let it flow". Recently, I have reignited a desire to "play". I want to find some time to go to the toy store. I need to look at some new toys. My toys are good, still in the shape of pleasure, but I want something new. The biggest offender of this is my blog and web surfing, after reading posts and learning new things. I want to explore. I want to play. I have gotten a few of my toys out and, yep, I can still do it. I even shaved my kitty, as my senses heighten and I get wet so much easier. And it feels fucking awesome!!!!! I have found one person who appreciates my kitty and appreciates my breasts. I even have showed him the nipple clamps I own. He told me they turn him on, now the first thing he looks at when I walk past is my breasts. This excites me, to think I can turn someone on. I guess I am not sure if everyone appreciates the toys and "jewelry" that are out there, but I want to know more. I love the feeling I get when I play. I love the feeling my body experiences when I look at photos and watch videos.
All I want for Christmas is time to play and feel good.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

This photo turns me on

I was flipping through blogs and this photo caught my eye. For some reason it turns me on. I can't say why, but I can say how... my nipples exposed, hard, waiting. Warm fingers reaching down, touching me, making me whimper, making me wet. This picture speaks to me.

photo courtesy of At A Kinky House