TMI Tuesday ( a few days late) September 30, 2014

1. What do you collect? Not many things....

2. What do you do for fun? I run/walk in scenic areas, quality me-time.

3. Name a place that’s fun for you to visit but you wouldn’t want to live there. Chicago is cool, lots of neat places, but would not want to live there.

4. Do you believe in revenge? Depends... on what you did and who you did it to.

5. Do you believe in forgiveness and do you forgive and forget? I will forgive, but I will never forget.

6. Are you religious? spiritual? Atheist? I have a religion and I go to church. I am not really religious... I'm more spiritual.

Bonus: What’s your routine every night just before you go to sleep? Hot bubble bath with candles, watch some tv, and fall asleep to my music.

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You...

You are my friend, yet my enemy

You make me laugh, but you make me cry

You listen to be talk, but you hear me scream

You see me calm, but you make me pissed

You treat me sweet, but then you re an ass

You talk nice, but then you ignore me

I care about you, but I hate you so much

I want to stay, but I think I will have to leave

What have I done?

The two of us have known each others for years. You have always been there for me. You have even told me that you think I am sexy and that I turn you on. Lately, I haven't felt like you still care. You don't talk to me much. Are you finding that someone else peaks your interest? Do you find someone else more sexy than me? I miss the way you would make me laugh and smile. I miss the way you would turn me on and make me hot. I wish I could bring that back. I want to know if I have done something wrong or if I am just over reacting? I have never felt pretty enough or like anyone could ever find me sexy. You seemed to be able to. You made me feel good. I felt comfortable with you, but now I am confused, I am hurting and lost, I don't know what has happened, if I have said or done something wrong, if you have found someone else, or if I am just so fat and ugly that you decided I wasn't good enough.

All I want for Christmas is...

To be honest, I don't really know. Except that I would like to be able to have the time to sit down and blog. I want to write, I want to express myself. I feel the need to "let it flow". Recently, I have reignited a desire to "play". I want to find some time to go to the toy store. I need to look at some new toys. My toys are good, still in the shape of pleasure, but I want something new. The biggest offender of this is my blog and web surfing, after reading posts and learning new things. I want to explore. I want to play. I have gotten a few of my toys out and, yep, I can still do it. I even shaved my kitty, as my senses heighten and I get wet so much easier. And it feels fucking awesome!!!!! I have found one person who appreciates my kitty and appreciates my breasts. I even have showed him the nipple clamps I own. He told me they turn him on, now the first thing he looks at when I walk past is my breasts. This excites me, to think I can turn someone on. I guess I am not sure if everyone appreciates the toys and "jewelry" that are out there, but I want to know more. I love the feeling I get when I play. I love the feeling my body experiences when I look at photos and watch videos.

All I want for Christmas is time to play and feel good.

Thoughts of Porn

Porn seems like such a "naughty" word. This word, though, seems to get a bad rap. It's not a one of those though.

When I think of the word "porn", I think of videos and sex. Sex of all types: guys, girls, lesbians, sex toys, bondage, bdsm... you name it, I guess it all falls under the "porn" heading.  The catch is... PORN IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT TO BE.

Have you ever made a homevideo? Have you ever played with sex toys? Do you venture into the world of BDSM?

I would love to hear back and find out what makes you tick?

I like toys... I can make myself feel good and not have to share it with anyone but me...

I enjoy watching porn... guys and girls are fun, kinda normal for a girl like me, who has only been with men. I would rather watch lesbian, girl on girl, stuff. It turns me on and makes me sooooo horny. I'm not sure what it is, but it rocks me.  And then there is the bondage stuff. I guess being tied up turns me on.

I have struggled with my sexuality many times and I have found things I like, and found things that don't mean anything. I guess that is how life rolls.

How does yours roll?

I can sit and look at sex toy sites all day long. I have so many of them... they turn me on... I want to share... I am so fucking hot and wet now, just cyber shopping... my body is throbbing... Oh god, this is driving me nuts!

When you close your eyes

When you close your eyes, do you think of me?

What goes through your mind?

Tell me what you're thinking.

What am I wearing?

What am I doing?

How do I make you feel

Do you like plain sex? Would you prefer something kinky?

Do you play with toys? Tell me more...

Do you think about role-playing? Tell me mire...

When you close your eyes...