Monday, October 6, 2014

Thinking about you

I think about as I lay in bed at night. I close my eyes and imagine you beside me. I can smell your scent as I take a deep breath, taking it all in. I can hear you breathing softly, as you are still asleep. I roll onto my side and just watch you, as you sleep. I carefully brush the strands of hair from your face, as I just take it all in. I let my eyes travel from your face to your chest, as I can see you breathing so peacefully.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Naughty or Nice - my confession

Have you ever been someone that no one would understand? Have you done things that people just wouldn't get? Have you ever something that would be totally out of character for those who know you?

I know I have. I can answer yes to each of those questions, which is why I am asking.

I am a mom and a professional. No one would understand who I am when I am here... HERE.

I enjoy shopping at adult stores and looking at all the toys and books. I think they are great places...

I am a mom and a professional, so writing a sexually-explicit blog would probably shock many of the people in my life. Also, the things I have done behind closed doors, whether alone or with another, would take peoples breath away.

I know I might not be who I seem... how about you?

TMI Tuesday ( a few days late) September 30, 2014

1. What do you collect? Not many things....
2. What do you do for fun? I run/walk in scenic areas, quality me-time.
3. Name a place that’s fun for you to visit but you wouldn’t want to live there. Chicago is cool, lots of neat places, but would not want to live there.
4. Do you believe in revenge? Depends... on what you did and who you did it to.
5. Do you believe in forgiveness and do you forgive and forget? I will forgive, but I will never forget.
6. Are you religious? spiritual? Atheist? I have a religion and I go to church. I am not really religious... I'm more spiritual.
Bonus: What’s your routine every night just before you go to sleep? Hot bubble bath with candles, watch some tv, and fall asleep to my music.
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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Formspring Question - Is there something that excites you

I guess that question could mean a lot of things or be taken many ways.

I guess I could say that writing excites me... and so does watching adult movies.
But then I also enjoy a few toys and "jewelry"

For the most part, I guess there are many answers, depending on the nature of how I am reading this question.

What do you want to know?


I Feel Myself

I am lost and alone
I lay in bed and night and think of you.
It's been, what feels like ages, since you held me in your arms.
I remember the night you came home from your tour and you met me in the door.
You put me in front of your family as you stood their in your drabs.
I melt when I saw you, your smile, your strength, your being.
You took me in your arms and hugged me, your kisses were tender, and you held me so close.
I didn't want to let go or leave.
After all these years, we still live our lives, although very separate and very distant.
We think of each other but our schedules don't mesh.
It's been so long, months, at least a year, since you have held me close
and kissed me tenderly.
I think about how you touch me and kiss me.
I think about what we have shared and how you make me feel.
When my nights get long and I am lost, I close my eyes and think of you.
I think about how you make me feel and how you excite me.
I close my eyes and touch myself,
letting my touch be yours,
letting my heart race,
letting my body quiver.
You are the reason I touch myself.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

TMI - Jan 1, 2013

TMI Tuesday: January 1, 2013

Thanks to everyone who played TMI Tuesday, visited the blogs of fellow TMI Tuesday players, and those who linked back to TMI Tuesday blog and helped promote us. A special thank you to the many people that created and submitted TMI Tuesday questions and ideas. I appreciate your help immensely! It has been fun reading TMI. Happy New Year, see you in 2013 for another year of too much information.
Questions submitted by
1. Did you ever play strip poker (or strip spin-the-bottle, or similar)? Did nudity result? Were there further developments? Details please.
Sadly enough... no, never played any of those games.... :(

2. Did you ever play a nude party game, such as Naked Twister? Did it lead to anything further?
 Once again, no.... pretty pathetic, eh?

3. Did you ever play a game of Truth or Dare that led to nudity, or fondling, or more?
 Nope... but it would have been nice...

4. Did you ever attend a party that led to sex with a more or less randomly chosen partner, i.e., swingers-lifstyle party, key party*?
*key party – A couples party where all of the men put their car keys into a bowl or bag and at the end of the party, the women blindly select a set of keys to determine who she goes home with for the rest of the evening for sexual gratification.
Once more... nope

5. Did you ever participate in unexpected co-ed skinny dipping in a group?
Nope, not this either....

Bonus: Do you have a favorite fantasy about a sexy party?
Please share.

Fantasy... oh yes... can say I have had one of those... it would be a party, lots of people, flirting, drinking, socializing, flirting, having fun... and ends up with a very nice night....


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Happy TMI Tuesday!


I Confess... I want you...

I confess, that as I sit here, I want you....
When I see you, you make me smile.
I am not totally sure if you even know that I feel this way.
Our relationship is professional, which makes it difficult.
I would love to be able to experience more with you.
I look at you and see the twinkle in your eyes and the playfulness in your smile.
I love the way your hands brush against mine and the feel of your body when it's close.
You make my mind spin and my heart dance, but I don't think you know that.
I try to stay focused and professional, but there is something about you that intrigues me.
I want to touch your cheek, I want to hold your hand, I want to smell your scent.
I want to know what it feels like to kiss you, I want to taste your kisses,
I want to feel your strong arms holding onto me. I want you to pull me close.
I want to feel your hands on my hips, I want to feel your body against mine.
I want to bury my face in your neck and feel calm.
It is so hard to see you and see you this way.
I wonder if you feel the same way? Do you ever look at me as more?
Do you ever wonder what it would be like to kiss me?
Do you ever wonder what it would be like to hold me?
I will live with this confession in my heart, as I see you each day.
I will always want you...
and will always wonder if you want me?